Update: Down another pound! Now 244. I was really hoping to get to 20 lbs this week, but I will settle for the 18 that are gone. :)
For the first time since starting Weight Watchers and exercising, I had a craving. A craving that I didn't think I was going to be able to avoid. I was a fast food junkie. I would eat at McDonald's (mostly, but the others once in a while too) at least 3 times a week. I have not been to a fast food place since Jan 1st, 2012. My willpower had been super strong. But last Friday, I wanted a double cheeseburger and fries and a large coke, and I wanted it bad.
As I do every weekend during pee-wee basketball season, I headed to Saginaw to help take care of my little nephew, while his brothers hoop it up. I drive by like 4 McDonald's on the way. I fought the urge by driving in the inside lane rather than the lane next to the driveway. I was certain if I didn't have that cushion between me and the restaurant I would lose the battle and pull in. I made it to my brothers house without stopping. *whew*
The craving didn't go away! Saturday, still wanted it, Sunday, still wanted it, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday- yep you guessed it still wanted it. And to top it off, on Monday I was SO hungry I thought I could eat an entire pizza, cheesecake, and loaf of bread! I haven't been hungry like that in a really LONG time. And certainly not since I had started on this journey. Then all became clear on Thursday. I am a girl. That pretty much sums it up. Sometimes being a girl sucks! But the good news is, I now know I can make it through even the toughest cravings. Even if I have to continue rollin' along right on past the drive way of all the fast food stops.
Thanks for reading! I'll be back next week.
You're awesome!
ReplyDeleteI am so proud of you for knowing yourself and powering through. I hope you get to a point on the journey where you can satisfy that craving every now and then, but still remain on plan.
ReplyDeleteYou're doing AMAZING. Good for you for not giving in!!!
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