Well,
I have to "Learn to live with it". I suspected as much. Though the doctor did tell me, that I am NOT crazy, even if I feel like I am. (at least not because of the noise in my ears)
They did a hearing test, and the mild hearing loss which I knew I had was detected. It however is not enough to warrant hearing aids.
I don't wish this on anyone. I am sure it will take a few months but I am also confident that I can learn to ignore it, at least during the "living hours" of the day. It is the night time that scares me, I am only getting about 3-4 hours of sleep at night right now. I would not call them restful either. The white noise app on my phone helps some, at least I fall asleep, now if I could just figure out the frequency on the app that not only lets me fall asleep but also keeps me asleep I would be very happy.
Thank you all for the juju and prayers, I have a difficult road ahead but I am sure I can manage. I firmly believe that you are not given more than you can handle. Though this is surely testing my limits.
Becky
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